My life is about to get crazy. This summer has flown by, but the next month is definitely going to be a blur. I was blessed to be able to travel to Nicaragua twice on AIA Soccer tours and to have my brother and mom out here to visit me. Brian and I also got to take a 10 day vacation to Maui at the end of the summer. From the middle of July until the end of August, I was living out of a suitcase! I realized while we were in Hawaii how crazy our lives had become. Everyone told us before we left to go see places and restaurants and do all this stuff that sounded so awesome... but then we got there and realized we had done that allllllll summer. All we wanted to do, and all we did, was sit on the beach all day and have a relaxing dinner at home. Our lifestyle is full of "excursions" so when we went to Hawaii, we realized we just wanted to take a break from that.
So what does all this mean? I'm realizing quickly how wasted my life has been. After going on a prayer walk on campus this week, preparing for the spiritual battle we will be facing this fall, I realized that the only way I can make a difference in this world is if I can reach people at a spiritual level. And that can only come by giving up control of my mind, heart, soul, and body. All those things act as a shell, trapping our spirit and the Holy Spirit deep down. The only time a pure spiritual interaction can take place is when we are rid of physical, emotional, and mental distractions.
How impossible does that sound!?
But it's what I want. I'm reading The Release of the Spirit by Watchman Nee. The book is not an intimidating size, only about 50 pages. But it is so chock full of rich, deep, simple, yet profound concepts. I love it because it gets right to the point, right to the issues, without big words or lots of personal stories to beef up the pages. Don't get me wrong, those stories can add a lot to a book. But I guess I'm just sick of books like Blue Like Jazz by Ronald Miller, most of the John Eldridge books, etc. I can look on our bookshelf now and list off lots more. There's so many out there now.
My spirit and my soul have been reached so profoundly by this simple book. I would just like to say thank you for writing it, Mr. Nee.
8.30.2007
8.03.2007
the power of a Father
Today, in Nicaragua, we heard from the President of Campus Crusade for Christ, Nicaragua, Jimmy Hassan. He talked to us about the roots of Nicaraguan culture and it totally changed my perspective of the work we are doing here. The fact that we are travelling with a Father-Son team is not insignificant.
When Christopher Columbus came to the Americas, his entire crew was made up of criminals from the jails of Spain who were forced by the government under the threat of death to join Columbus in his adventure. Columbus's goals were to discover India (or what he thought was India) thereby making the world a smaller, more reachable place, and to deliver the Good News to these new people. When the Spaniard men arrived, after months at sea, the only thing on their mind was women. After meeting and sharing the Gospel with these new "Indians", Columbus and his men had their way with the "Indian" women, forcing them to be baptized first so that they would be having relations with "Christian" women.
The result of these unions was an entirely new race of people, a combination of Spanish and "Indian" called Mestizos (mess-TEE-sohs). The families of these women who were raped and empregnated rejected the girl, blaming her for the rape. The Spaniard wanted nothing to do with her after he'd gotten his way. The woman saw the baby as a sign of all this rejection and so typically wanted nothing to do with the child, the Mestizo. This cultivated a culture of rejection, the woman being rejected by her family and the Spaniard, the child being rejected by his father and possibly his mother. The only reason a Mestizo child could survive would be if the mother had compassion and worked to keep him alive. All the while the child is wanting to be like his fair-skinned European father.
Fast forward through the centuries and we are still facing the results of this culture of rejection. Here, men have no responsibility in the home. It is the woman, the mother, who is the head of the household. According to the men, they can have as many women as they want, it's culturally normal, but they will only have one mother. Fathers carry no significance, no respect, no responsibility. The mothers make all of the decisions and are eventually taken care of by their older, grown sons.
Now transfer this knowledge of the Latino culture and their view of fathers and imagine trying to explain to these children about a Heavenly Father. It doesn't translate spiritually for them. You can take the Lord's name in vain or Jesus Christ's name in vain, but if you say anything bad about the Virgin Mary, the Holy Mother, you will get in serious trouble.
That is why our trip is making such an impact. The Nicaraguans are seeing white fathers (in their eyes rich and successful) encouraging and supporting their sons. They are seeing a completely different culture and are making a huge impact.
When Christopher Columbus came to the Americas, his entire crew was made up of criminals from the jails of Spain who were forced by the government under the threat of death to join Columbus in his adventure. Columbus's goals were to discover India (or what he thought was India) thereby making the world a smaller, more reachable place, and to deliver the Good News to these new people. When the Spaniard men arrived, after months at sea, the only thing on their mind was women. After meeting and sharing the Gospel with these new "Indians", Columbus and his men had their way with the "Indian" women, forcing them to be baptized first so that they would be having relations with "Christian" women.
The result of these unions was an entirely new race of people, a combination of Spanish and "Indian" called Mestizos (mess-TEE-sohs). The families of these women who were raped and empregnated rejected the girl, blaming her for the rape. The Spaniard wanted nothing to do with her after he'd gotten his way. The woman saw the baby as a sign of all this rejection and so typically wanted nothing to do with the child, the Mestizo. This cultivated a culture of rejection, the woman being rejected by her family and the Spaniard, the child being rejected by his father and possibly his mother. The only reason a Mestizo child could survive would be if the mother had compassion and worked to keep him alive. All the while the child is wanting to be like his fair-skinned European father.
Fast forward through the centuries and we are still facing the results of this culture of rejection. Here, men have no responsibility in the home. It is the woman, the mother, who is the head of the household. According to the men, they can have as many women as they want, it's culturally normal, but they will only have one mother. Fathers carry no significance, no respect, no responsibility. The mothers make all of the decisions and are eventually taken care of by their older, grown sons.
Now transfer this knowledge of the Latino culture and their view of fathers and imagine trying to explain to these children about a Heavenly Father. It doesn't translate spiritually for them. You can take the Lord's name in vain or Jesus Christ's name in vain, but if you say anything bad about the Virgin Mary, the Holy Mother, you will get in serious trouble.
That is why our trip is making such an impact. The Nicaraguans are seeing white fathers (in their eyes rich and successful) encouraging and supporting their sons. They are seeing a completely different culture and are making a huge impact.
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